A couple nights ago I was preparing dinner as my children played outside. My husband came in and said, “FYI, the kids are covered in mud.”
“Like, they need to wash their hands, covered? Or like they need to shower, covered?”
“Covered!”
`Great,’ I thought as I pulled dinner out of the oven.
And they were covered in mud… clothes, shoes, in their hair, in their ears, everywhere!!! One by one I called each child in to shower, change, and come to the table for dinner. Luckily, dinner was not cold by the time all five of them were clean.
My kids were dirty. They needed to get cleaned up before coming to the table. Once they were clean, we could enjoy a family dinner together.
I think many of us can relate to this feeling. We’re dirty (sinful). We must clean up before we can come to the table (God).
I’ve sinned… greatly… now I have to get my act together before God will allow me to experience Him…
Why would God accept an apology again for that same trap I keep falling into?
I’m too far gone. I have to straighten up a little bit before I can go back to church.
Oh, dear sinner, I wish you could see how wrong you are!
God knows that your life is messy. He knows your past, your present, and your future. And guess what? He still wants a relationship with you.
You don’t have to hide like Adam and Eve… wonder like the Israelites in the desert… Or run like Jonah.
Repent like David!
Seriously, David is known as “A Man after God’s Heart” but David messed up big time. He coveted a married man’s wife. He acted on that sinful desire. Then he tried to cover it up. When he was unsuccessful in covering it up, David had her husband killed and married her.
How can a man who was an adulterous murderer be known for his love for God?
Because he repented.
David still had to deal with the consequences of his actions. But he did it with God by his side.
Walking with God does not erase your past. It does not free you from the realities that come with the consequence of poor choices. Walking with God gives you peace, comfort, and purpose.
We have a war going on. A war between our spirit and our flesh. Even the most famous Bible characters struggled with this war. But God used them despite their sin for His glory!
Nothing you can do, say, or think surprises God. All you have to do is turn back to him.
Yes, you may be dirty. But that doesn’t mean you have to clean yourself up. Turn to Him. Ask Him for help. Let Him show you how to clean up and avoid that mess in the future.
Do you think Paul allowed the dirt to cover him and prevent him from walking with Christ? No! He recognized where he messed up, repented, and allowed God to use his transformation as a witness to the Risen Savior!
He didn’t need to hide. He didn’t need to apologize over and over again. Jesus already died. Jesus’ blood already covered his sins.
I get it…you sinned today. How about this- instead of allowing shame to separate you from God, take your shame to God so that He can clean you up. I have been there before too. I have sinned, began to pray, but quickly shut it down as if I felt like there was some type of waiting period before I could go back before my Father. That sound so crazy!
Do you have a situation where you feel unworthy… where you keep apologizing for the same thing… Let me say this- Jesus died for you. His blood covers all your sins… once and for all! You do not need to keep nailing Him back on the cross. Accept that free gift! Forgive yourself. Accept the forgiveness. Let God use you.
So many times, we think Christians are the perfect people sitting in church pews. That is not it at all. Christians are broken people (sinners) in need of a Savior (Jesus.) Don’t continue this misconception.
Share what God is doing in you and through you. Maybe God intervened in a marriage falling apart. Share that story. It matters. Someone needs to hear that story and that hope!
Maybe you’re struggling with an addiction- food, alcohol, drugs, tobacco, gaming… I promise you another Christian is also struggling here and needs to hear what God is doing in your life.
Maybe you struggled with _______ (you fill in the blank here. For me, its drama and gossip). Share how the Holy Spirit is showing you how to overcome it, make better choices, and glorify God.
Seriously- Share that! Someone else is also struggling there and they need help. Sometimes just knowing that you are not alone is what another person needs to hear.
If you are struggling in your sin, you are not alone! Trying to do it on your own is not the answer… it’s prideful! All you have to do is turn back to God. Don’t try to clean up by yourself. Let Him walk with you. Let Him lead you. Let Him show you the way.
“for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,”
Romans 3:23